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| WHEN I WAS GROWING UP...I ALWAYS HAD A LOVE FOR NATURE...WHILE OTHER KID'S WERE PLAYING ON BYCYCLES AND BOARD GAME'S, I WAS OUT IN FOREST WITH WILD DEER,ANIMAL'S WALKING ALONG CREEK'S.MAKING TEE PEE'S TO THIS DAY....MAKING BOW AND ARROW'S.I'D LAY IN FIELD'S WATCH THE DEER...SUCH A BREATH TAKING SIGHT. I WAS UPSET WHEN MY FATHER KILLED ONE AND BROUGHT IT HOME...DEATH IS SO PERMINATE...I ASK 'WHY' LATER ON I FELT LIKE I HAD TO HIDE WHO I REALLY WAS INSIDE.MY INTEREST WAS NOTHING LIKE THEIR INTEREST.TILL IT TOOK ONE DAY, I DIDN'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT OF ME.I KNEW THAT I WAS A PRETTY GOOD PERSON INSIDE.ALWAY'S WANTING TO GIVE TO PEOPLE AND MAKE THEM HAPPY WITH OUT ASKING FOR ANYONE.TO STAND UP AND STAND ON MY OWN TWO FEET GAVE ME PRIDE.BECAUSE WHEN YOU HAVE TO ASK FOR HELP IT ONLY SAY'S YOU'VE BECOME A FAILURE IN WHAT YOU TRIED TO ACCOMPLISH. MY PARENT'S NEVER WAS INTO COMPLIMENTING MY ART'S OR WHAT EVER MY TALENT'S WERE.. THATS WHY I HAVE SO MANY TALENTS. GET REALLY BORED EASILLY STICKING TO ONE PROJECT. I'LL ALWAY'S REMEMBER MY UNCLE HAD A WHITE WOLF IN A SMALL CAGE.WHEN I'D WALK UP, HE'D SNARL AT ME...I'D JUST SIT THERE AND THINK..YOU NEED TO BE FREE, BUT IF I SET YOU FREE, I'LL GET MY AZZ KICKED.I ALWAY'S WENT THEIR TO SIT BY THAT WOLF.TO KEEP IT COMPANY.WISHING MY UNCLE WOULD SET HIM FREE. I WAS BROUGHT UP IN A REAL STRICKED HOME. THERE WAS A SYSTOM THERE THAT WHEN WE CAME HOME FROM SCHOOL, IT WAS HOMEWORK AND THEN PLAY.LIKE MOST FAMILY'S.MY PARENT'S DIDN'T DO DRUG'S NOR DRANK, SO TO THIS DAY I DON'T BELIEVE A CHILD SHOULD GROW UP SEEING EMPTY LIQUIOR BOTTLES, OR BEER CAN'S LAYING AROUND. I GREW UP, AND ABOUT THE AGE OF 16 MY FATHER HAD A PLANE, WE HAD ALL THE FINER THING'S IN LIFE, A SOFA MAYBE WITH PLASTIC ON IT, CARPET YA COULDN'T WALK ON, A HOME THAT I FELT SO DAMN UNCOMFORTABLE IN.INSIDE POOL,CADILLAC'S,BOAT'S,PLANES,5 RACE HORSES,ALL THE TOY'S A MAN WOULD WANT. BUT IN MY BEDROOM, WAS JUST A WHITE LACEY BEDSPREAD, THAT I HATED IT LOOKING PRISY.BUT THERE REALLY WASN'T ANYTHING ELSE IN MY ROOM. THEN I GOT MESSED UP WITH A GUY THAT TOLD ME IF I DIDN'T SLEEP WITH HIM, HE'D BREAK UP WITH ME.SO I DID, GOT PREGNANT.I'VE ALWAY'S HAD THE WORST LUCK IN THE WORLD. SO WE MOVED INTO A CONDO MODEL SMACK DAB ON THE VENICE BEACH. RIGHT WHERE THE CONVIENT STORE IS TODAY.ALL THE CONDOMINES WAS BUILT AND OWNED BY , MY FATHERS BEST FRIEND BORIS KAYE. THEN MY DARLING HUSBAND STARTED GETTING INTO DRUGS. BROKE INTO DRUG STORES.WHICH MADE ME FURIOUS HIM BEING SUCH A DUMB AZZ RISKING WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO US, WHILE I WAS PREGNANT WITH HIS CHILD. WELL AFTER ALL THAT, HE HAD GOTTEN A 13 YEAR OLD PREGNANT , ENDED UP IN JAIL, GOT MARRIED IN JAIL TO HER.THAT REALLY BROKE MY HEART. SO I HAD TO RAISE A LIL GIRL BY MYSELF. THEN I HAD LIVED IN A HOME MY FATHER BUILT US, NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO. MY FAMILY DIED IN A PLANE WE WERE FLYING TO NEW YORK TO GO TO A WEDDING.THE PLANE WAS GOING DOWN ALMOST CRASHED INTO A MOUNTAIN, THEN THE WHEELS WOULDNT COME DOWN, WHEN WE TOOK OFF THE ENGINE STOPPED IN THE AIR GOING DOWN.ALL I KEPT THINKN WAS WERE GOING TO DIE, AND HOW LONG BEFORE THAT HAPPEN'S.HE GOT THE ENGINE TO START.THANK GOD. BUT ON OUR WAY BACK FROM NEW YORK,THE PLANE CRASHED IN WELLSVILLE, NEW YORK. SINCE THEN, I WAS HAVING NIGHT MARES, WAS REALLY FLIPPING OUT, STARTED DOING DRUGS TO TRY TO SLEEP, ENDED UP TO HARDER AND HARDER DRUGS.HERION. MY WHITE HORSE, WHEN I WENT OUT ONE EVENING AFTER FINDING PARAPHINIA IN MY HOME THAT WAS MY HUSNANDS FORGETTING TO THROW IT AWAY AWAY FROM MY HOME, 2 DETECTIVES ASKED TO TALK TO ME OUTSIDE THE LOUNGE. SAYING I HAD BROKE INTO A DRUG STORE. I THOUGHT , THIS IS BULLSHIT. I WOULDN'T BE STUPID ENOUGH TO RISK LOOSING MY DAUGHTER OVER SOMETHING SO STUPID AND TOLD THEM I WOULDN'T NO HOW TO BREAK INTO A DRUG STORE. IT WAS MY BEST FRIEND TERRY THAT WAS THE DRIVER WHILE MY HUSBAND AND HER BROTHER AND COUSIN BROKE INTO THAT DRUG STORE. I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT IT THINKN HE WAS WORKING GRAVE YARD SHIFTS MAKING TRUSSES. SO THEY PUT ME INTO A REHAB. THEY FOUND OUT I DIDNT HAVE A DRUG PROBLEM. I GAVE A COP MONEY TO FEED MY HORSE AND MY CAR. HE NEVER FED MY HORSE, STARVED IT TO DEATH, TOTALLED OUT MY CAR, AND WAS WITH ANOTHER CHICK. WELL I DESIDED THAT I HAD TO RUN TO GET AWAY FROM THE PEOPLE THAT HAUNTED ME TO GET HIGH, I SOLD MY HOME IN SOUTH VENICE AND MOVED. I HAD GOTTEN A WHITE HORSE AND WOULD TRICK RIDE ALONG THE HIGH WAYS, ENDED UP IN THE NEWSPAPERS. THEN AFTER THAT I HOOKED UP WITH A MAN THAT WOULD BEAT ME ALL THE TIME FOR STUPID SHIT.LIGHTING UP A CIG, THAT WAS NOTHING NEW, MY HEAD WAS SMASHED ON A DRIVE WAY AND WALL OF A GARAGE OVER AND OVER AGAIN. ANOTHER TIME, WE WERE AT A FRIEND'S HOUSE AND PLAYING AGGRIVASION THEY WOULD OFFER HIM SOMETHING TO DRINK, I KNEW I WAS HAD .SO THE BEATING WENT ON ALL THE TIME. WHEN WE RETURNED HOME THAT EVENING MY LIL GIRL WENT TO BED FELL ASLEEP HE WENT IN A GOT HER , OPENED THE FRONT DOOR THREW HER DOWN THE CEMENT STAIRS TWO STORYS UP.I RAN FOR HELP TWICE, BECAUSE HE WOULDNT PUT A PHONE IN OUR HOME SO I COULD CALL FOR HELP.HE ABOUT KILLED ME BEATING ME AGAINST BOLDERS SAYING IF I EVER LEFT HIM, HE WOULD KILL ME. ANOTHER TIME HE PULLED A KNIFE TO ME TO GET ME TO SIGN MY TAXS OVER TO HIM SO HE COULD BUY A BRAND NEW MOTORCYCLE. THIS IS THE SAME MAN THAT PAIDED PEOPLE OFF YEARS LATER TO GET MY SON, THAT HE WAS STERILLE, AND I HAD BEEN TRYN TO GET A DIVORSE FROM HIM, MEETING MY SON'S FATHER. THE ARMY NEVER DID NOTHING TO HIM, FOR ALL THE ABUSE. WHICH REALLY I WAS WONDERING WHO'S SIDE WERE THEY ON, TO SIDE WITH SUCH A NUT.ANOTHER TIME HE WALKED IN THREW A BOOK AT ME, WHILE I HAD A GIRLFRIEND VISIT, SHE SAID, HEY THAT HIT ME.. THAT WAS ALL IT TOOK TO BEAT ME FROM ONE SIDE OF THE APARTMENT TO THE NEXT. AT ANY RATE,I MET GLENN,AS I CAME BACK FROM TEXAS. NOT TELLING MY SONS FATHER THAT I WAS PREGNANT WITH HIS SON. I WANTED HIM TO WANT ME FOR ME, NOT BECAUISE I WAS PREGNANT. SO I CAME TO FLORIDA. AND MY SECOND HUSBAND FOLLOWED ,SHOWED UP AT MY MOMS, PUNCHED HER IN THE FACE.TO TRY TO GET TO ME. GLENN WAS REALLY GOOD LOOKING, GAVE ME FLOWERS, AND CANDY, AND EVEN ROSE BUSHES. TREATED ME REALLY GOOD.ROMEO AND JULIET WEDDING ON ISLAND PARK,SARASOTA.WELL I ASSUMED EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT, TILL I FOUND OUT NOT ONLY DID HE MOLEST MY SON, BUT WAS CHEATING ON ME, AND WAS TAKING ANOTHER CHILD TO THE BEACH AND NOT THE LIL GIRL WE HAD BETWEEN EACHOTHER. I WENT TO HIS CAR, AND PUT A KNIFE THREW HIS CAR SEAT WHERE HIS HEART WOULD OF BEEN.I DUMPED HIS AZZ. REALLY NOT WANTING A MAN IN MY LIFE, ALL OF THEM TRIED COMMITING SUICIDE IF I TRIED TO LEAVE THEM, FORCED INTO RELATIONSHIPS. I MOVED TO TAMPA, MY SECOND HUSBAND WANTED ME BACK, I SAID NO, AND FOR HIM TO KEEP HIS HANDS OFF ME WANTING SEX. THE NEXT TIME I HAD SEEN HIM,HE WAS WALKING UP IN THE DRIVE WAY, SAYING IM FIGHTING FOR JOHNY AND IF YOU FIGHT ME YOUR GOING TO JAIL.I THOUGHT THERES NO WAY YOUR GOING TO GET MY SON. YOUR NOT EVEN THE FATHER.I KEPT THE HOUSE SPOTTLESS, THERE GRADES WERE EXCELLANT. I TOOK THEM TO CHURCH, EVERY THING WAS FINE. I HAD MY OWN BUSINESS. WELL I FOUND OUT LATER HE HAD A SWORN STATEMENT SAYN MY SON WANTED TO LIVE WITH HIM, HE FORGED. THATS WHY KNOW ONE WOULD HELP ME KEEP MY SON ASSUMING HE WAS THE FATHER.HE TOOK ME TO COURT,. WAS PAYING PEOPLE OFF TO BUILD MY RECORD. DOING THERE LIL STUNTS AROUND MY HOME, TURNING ANIMALS LOOSE AS THEY SAW ME LEAVE AND COME HOME. THE SAME CRAP MY X TOLD THEM TO DO IN BROOKSVILLE, FL. AS I TRIED GETTING AWAY FROM HIM IN TAMPA ,FL AFTER I DESIGNED A HOME, HAD IT BUILT, HAD A BUSINESS, I WAS POOF GONE, KNOWING THIS MAN;S NOT PLAYN ,HE'S TRYN TO PUT ME IN PRISON JUST TO GET AND KEEP MY SON.WELL HE WAS TRYN TO MAKE ME LOOK CRUEL AND MEAN TO GET MY SON, HAD PEOPLE LIE AND SAY THEY SAW ME BEATING ON MY HORSE.WELL AGGRICULTOR TOOK MY HORSES AFTER I HAD A PREVIOUS COMPLAINT MY NEIGHBOR NEXT DOOR TOOK MY HORSE OFF THE HITCHING POST RODE PAST ANOTHER NEIGHBORS HOUSE HE TOLD DEPUTYS, I WITNESSED THIS ALSO.AND HE WAS HER NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR, THESE PEOPLE MADE HIM SAY HE NEVER SEEN HER BEFORE,ON PALOMINO DRIVE , IN TAMPA,FL.ON THE REPORT IT SAID MY HORSE WAS WORTH $45 THOUSAND DOLLAR'S.THEY STOLE MY HORSES, AS I STILL TO THIS DAY HAVE A VIDEO OF MY HORSES BEFORE THEY TOOK THEM, WASNT A RIB SHOWING. BUT THEY STARVE ANIMALS AND ABUSE THEM TO GET CRAPPY PICTURES OF THEM IN COURT. I DID A APPEAL, THEY WOULDNT TAKE MY VIDEO. SO DON'T TELL ME HOW CORRUPT OUR SYSTOM IS WITH ANIMAL THEFT IN GOV. OFFICIALS.ITS BULLSHIT WHAT THEIR GETTING AWAY WITH, BEEN DOING IT FOR YEARS. MET DENNIS. AND HE WAS DRUNK AND ON DRUGS ALL THE TIME. I LEFT HIM BECAUSE HE WAS MESSING WITH MY 12 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER.ALSO BEATING ONN ME WHEN HE WAS DRUNK OR HIGH BACKING OUTHIM SLEEPING WITH ANY ONE ON 2 LEGS. .I THOUGHT I WILL NEVER IN MY INTIRE LIFE, EVER HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH A MAN AGAIN IN MY LIFE. SO WHEN I MOVED HERE AFTER ALL THE BULLSHIT CHARGES I HAD ON ME,THEM PERJURING THEMSELVES SAYING THEY SAW ME DO SHIT, I NEVER DID.....I MOVED TO BEOOKSVILLE THOUGHT ,ASSUMED IM STAYN SINGLE AND LIVE IN PEACE FOR A CHANGE.CARS STOLEN AND GOD KNOWS, MY APARTMENT BURNED DOWN WITH ALL I OWNED IN IT, YEARS AGO,IVE HAD A REAL HARD LIFE. SO I BEAT THE TWO BEST ATTORNEYS IN TAMPA ,FL.KEEPING MY SON. THEN HE HAD A GIRL LIE IN COURT SAYING SHE LIVED WITH ME AND SAW ME IN BED WITH 2 GUYS. MY RELATIONSHIPS WOULDNT LAST CAUSE I WAS RAPED SO MANY TIMES, I FEARED GETTING CLOSE WITH A MAN.AND FOR ALL THE REASONS ABOVE. ITS NOT WORTH IT TO ME.. TO EVEN WANT A RELATIONSHIP EVER AGAIN INMY LIFE. SO IM MISSING OUT ON A HAND TO GET ME THROUGH THE TOUGH TIMES OR TIMES I JUST COULDNT AND DIDNT HAVE THE STRENGTH TO DO WHAT A MAN WOULD DO. I'VE PUT IN TRANSMISSIONS, ETC, BUILT BARNES, PUT UP 40 SECTIONS OF PRIVACY FENCE AFTER GETTING OUT OF THE HOSPITOL FOR MY LINGS COLLASPING. THERE WASN'T ANYTHING I COULD ACCOMPLISH. BUT I LOST MY SON OVER HER LIES. SAYN I HAD POT ON MY BAR. I DONT EVEN SMOKE POT, BECAUSE OF MY LUNGS ARE TERMINOL EVEN IF I WANTED TO.BUT I GOT RICK SPINA TO GET MY SON BACK FOR ME IN BROOKSVILLE, FL IN A MISSISSIPPI FLASH WITH NO ATTORNEY. I KNOW HOW TO FIGHT, I WONT GIVE UP, IF I FEEL IM IN THE RIGHT, I WONT GIVE UP TILL I WIN. SO NOW HERE I AM, LIVING IN HICKSVILLE, FL. FOR 20 YEARS BEEN SINGLE.SAME OL CRAP. CHARGES OF BEING FRAMED EVEN WITH MY CHILDREN,,THEY STOLE OUT PUPS, CAME IN HERE WITH A 12 GAGE PUMP SHOT GUN AND SHOT THE REST,DRAGGED THEM OUT.. AND HERE I AM, STILL FIGHTING FOR MY DAMN RIGHTS.I'VE CONCLUDED, THAT THE SYSTOM IS SO DAMN CORRUPT, YOUR NOT INNOCENT ,TILL PROVEN GUILTY. THEY LIE THEIR AZZ'S OFF, AND KNOW ONE GIVES A SHIT.WELL IM SUING THIS COUNTY FOR 9 MILLION DOLLARS IN DAMAGE. SO IF YOU COULD JOIN MY GOOGLE LINK.AND JOIN ME IN ANOTHER FIGHT FOR JUSTICE TO STOP ANIMAL THEFT WITH GOV OFFICIALS. THIS IS BULLSHIT IN WHAT THERE DOING TO BREEDERS AND RESCUES TRYN TO DO A GOOD DEED, THEY GOTTA LIVE IN LIVING HELL, WITH OUT HELP.BUT I HOPE I FOUND A WAY TO GET THESE JOKERS LOCKED UP FOR MANY DARN YEARS.THEY'VE PUT IN FALSE EVIDENCE, AND LIE.AND DONT PUT IN RECORDS, PROOF OF YOUR INNOCENSE. AWWW HELL, WANNA KNOW HOW STUPID THEY REALLY ARE... I WAS SITTING AT A RED LIGHT MAKING A LEFT. A SEMI WAS COMING AT ME IN THE OPPISITE DIRECTION. TRYN TO ALSO MAKE A LEFT. HE PLOWED RIGHT INTO MY VAN, SPUN THE VAN INTO A SPIN. YOU COULD SEE WHERE HE PILED ON MY VAN BY THE PASSANGER SIDE OF THE VAN WAS ALL CRUSHED IN WARD. THE DRIVER SIDE HJAD NO DENTS. WE WERE RUSHED TO EMERGANCY ROOM. EVERY ONE SAID HE HIT AND RAN PLUS WAS HIS FAULT ,ID GET A NEW CAR. DUM AZZ STATE TROOPER STATES I WAS MAKING A LEFT AND HIT HIM. I TOLD HER DONT FRICKEN GO THERE. THERE WAS NO PROOF OR DAMAGE ON THE LEFT SIDE OF MY VAN.JUDGE HYSLOP MUST OF TOLD HER NOT TO SHOW UP FOR COURT, CAUSE I WAS GOING TO PROVE WAS A DUM AZZ SHE REALLY WAS. RODRIGOUS. I'D NEVER DONATE TO THOSE DIP'S. SO IF YOUR A RESCUE OR BREEDER, STAY TUNED ON WHAT'S GOING ON, CAUSE IM HERE TO HELP 'YOU'. ALL MY LIFE, PEOPLE WERE JEALOUS OVER WHAT I HAD, THEY HAD TO STEAL IT, NOT GET A LIFE OF THEIR OWN.HORSES,WOLVES,CARS,MY HOME, MY LAND,EVEN MY SON.UNBELIEVABLE HOW DAMN STUPID OUR SYSTOM REALLY IS.I SIT AND THINK OVER ALL THE THINGS I WAS CONVICTED OF, OF THINGS I NEVER DID, 'HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE INNOCENT,PAYING FOR CRIME'S, SOME ONE ELSE SHOULD BE' |
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